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Idk feel so weird that the house is much quieter…
My mom and older brother went to visit China…
The house now has a sort of vibe that kinda feels uncanny
yeah the lonely house syndrome is real
it starts with quiet and slowly degrades into insanity until some noise is made, for example a local radio station or sth
that’s why i don’t live alone.
Doing alright, thanks. You?
Dieting is affecting my stomach, so I’m up at weird hours lately, but work is going alright.
Went to a somewhat work-tangent offline meetup on Tuesday… Supposed to be not related to research, but some professors showed up anyways & I was presenting so I got quite nervous. My old nemesis where I get sick whenever I’m too stressed flared up again and I was sick the entirety of yesterday and now today, just when I was recovering from something else 🥲
Talked with a psychologist again in a long time. Apparently I no longer have issues with depression, but my work-induced anxiety from 2025 never went away. Currently trying to adjust my schedule to help reduce anxiety. hoping that things improve within 2 weeks
Also fun story, one of the guys at the meetup somehow found my old blog that I did not update since 2024. I never had my name attached to that blog and I’m pretty sure I wrote in my robots.txt for it to not be indexed. I guess either make it an open secret or I have to really up my opsec game, leaning towards the former
I feel like kicking butt and have this weird feeling that i need to do something but idk what. so i’m running around in school and high-fiving like 5 people in a row just to then write some notes about some abstract philosophical topics.
